Still Thinking

There is a movie that i DO NOT want to watch. NO and i dont mind if they take all the hoardings and flush it down their u know what. The movie is METRO, 10..15 i donno a million people and the reality of their lives in a metro. We were talking bout it in office today.

V: I cant wait to watch METRO...next salary n thats the first one I'll go for. 

Me: METRO pls no.

V: so what, what they have shown is reality.

Me: Quiet........

but my head was freaking screaming. What the f*** do u mean by reality?  What in the name of god do supposedly realistic or practical people mean when they say such things? that i don't like watching stuff that depicts reality, that im some freaking coward in denial. Well, I'm sorry but i have been thru a painful breakup, work freaking 12hrs a day...there is not one day that i don't have to deal with at least one memory of past 3 yrs. So i have freaking reality of my own for freaking 24hrs. Why would i want to spend 3hrs extra watching someone else's reality. Its not like its friend who i need to be there for wen they have stuff...that i can do. But why would i want to sit in a theatre for 3 hrs and watch all the things going wrong in other ppls lives. I know it...freaking I, N, my team leader, my boss...we are living it.

 I do not get supposedly practical ppl, who are not afraid to face reality(wtever)...especially when they stand in judgment of us lesser mortals who like to take a break from our share of shit. It's just a break not the rest of me. I like to dream the most outrageous, impossible dreams...silliest dreams. But thats me...NOT ALL ME...but me all the same. So shut up and take a break. Practical my ASS.