Still Thinking

I'm gonna write bout N today.Well not really bout him but how he made me realize something so important. N makes me laugh, without judging i hope, or even if he does, i don't. I know its difficult to find someone who does not judge you but i think its even more difficult to find someone you don't judge. N is a complete weirdo and an absolute whack job to be honest but he makes me laugh, just like that. I go to him with an excuse of work but i know i only go to laugh. He makes me realize that there are very very few people with a good sense of humor and that you can actually laugh at anything if you make up ur mind. There are no non-veg jokes or comments, no double meaning remarks, we are not there yet. and i hope we never get there, there's just so much sex around already, the hoardings, tv, news, movies...i really want sex to leave humor alone for a while. I am a very boring serious person who thinks a lot-thats how my sis describes me and that used to anger me to the limit probably becuz its true. N made me realize how important it for me to be with a guy who has a good(sorry great) sense of humor. Not ironic, dark or cynical or hysterical but the silly kind. I and N have invented superstitions of our own, we have these lucky and unlucky MSN display pictures and a lot of unrelated signs and its all so so silly and its alright to be silly once in a while. Crack the biggest PJs and laugh out loud for no reason. N is also becoming my partner in crime slowly and is a complete brat. But the thought of having a life partner whose sense of humor is like N's poses so many questions. Is it N or do all guys have a"good" sense of humor before they get into a relationship. Where after two ppl are serious every comment made reflects your character, depth, seriousness towards the relationship and well, ahem, commitment. Is a relationship the end of all the rolling on the floor, falling of the chair laughter? N also looks really funny, his rolling his eyes is enuf to make me crack up. Its important to laugh, to acknowledge the inherent sillyness in life, the typical patterns that the Marathi Writer P.L Deshpande talks bout. He doesn’t invent that he just states it as it is. Someone once told me that life is one cosmic joke, and if u just take a minute to consider that u’ll get the joke.